I feel.....

       So alone like no one cares enough to see if im ok. I don't know why people can't see my pain and suffering, it's all hidden by one simple thing. A smile, one smile can hide everything bad inside. Sometimes I feel like screaming at people at people just because i'm so hurt and need to get my anger and stress out and surprisingly screaming helps. It helps alot. Crying, that also helps sometimes that's just what a teen needs plus the hormones done help at ALL! I just want someone to know the real me not the one hidden by my smile and laughter. I do that so people wont see the real me, the one that could break down at any moment... I just want someone to see through that and still be able to love me the way I don't love me.