Tuesday, November 8, 2011
So alone like no one cares enough to see if im ok. I don't know why people can't see my pain and suffering, it's all hidden by one simple thing. A smile, one smile can hide everything bad inside. Sometimes I feel like screaming at people at people just because i'm so hurt and need to get my anger and stress out and surprisingly screaming helps. It helps alot. Crying, that also helps sometimes that's just what a teen needs plus the hormones done help at ALL! I just want someone to know the real me not the one hidden by my smile and laughter. I do that so people wont see the real me, the one that could break down at any moment... I just want someone to see through that and still be able to love me the way I don't love me.
Sunday, October 9, 2011
Well let me start off by saying i'm not a popular person but I don't really want to be popular because i'm not fake, and i'm definitely not okay with making fun of people. You can't help how you look or how you appear to people, your just that way! Don't tell people there fat or ugly because they most likely know that's what you think of them you don't have to be rude and tell them things they don't want to hear from anyone They most likely get emotionally put down at home or have family issues so if you think a thought that doesn't need to be said then don't say any words at all. I'm just saying cause i'm one of those people! Thanks for reading my first thoughts and more to come!!